Wow, Another Journey Begins

     Ok... so we did pretty good there for a while. First of all I would like to apologize for my absence. Life has been absolutely crazy. Quitting my job to be a stay at home mom was a stupid decision on my part. We had many financial troubles and ended up losing our apartment. It's really embarrasing, but I've come to the point to where I can't be ashamed. It's life. It may suck but it will get better.
     
     Anyways, my husband went to a homeless shelter first to look for work in the city, because staying with my family in the small town of Poca, WV without a vehicle was not working for us at all. I stayed behind with Luna, but eventually I didn't like that my family had to be seperated. I love my husband and I didn't want him to miss out on all the changes that were happening so fast with our little girl. So we went to the shelter too. It wasn't awful, but it wasn't good either. They fed us every day and we were able to stay together since we are a family, but it definitely is not a place you want to be... especially with your child. I know she is too little to remember, but it makes you feel like a failure as a parent. When you have children you are supposed to provide for them and it is the worst feeling in the world when you can't even provide for yourself. After a few months, and no jobs to be found we are on our way to California again to start a new life out west. We are going to work our asses off and have a normal life once and for all.

     Did I mention that I am pregnant again? Yea... we found out this summer. I am due March 14. So yea, we have to get our shit together. I'll keep you updated as our life begins to unfold in this new chapter. I fully believe in the power of positivity and the law of attraction, so I know that everything is going to work out just fine. We have been through the rough part, the only way to go is up at this point. The best part about this whole experience is that I learned to let go of all my material possessions, and learned to appreciate the love of my family even more. Love is the most important thing in the world.

Oh, here is the little stinker a year later...

And here are my two loves playing <3